RESIGNATION
Go to the ant,you sluggard;consider her ways,and be wise.
Which having no guide,overseer,or ruler,
Provision her meat in the summer,and gather her food in the harvest.
How long wilt you sleep,O sluggard?when wilt you arise out of your sleep?
Yet a little sleep, a little folding of the hands to sleep;
So shall your poverty come as one that travel,and your want as an armed man.
懶惰人哪，你去察看螞蟻的動作，就可得智慧。
螞蟻沒有元帥，沒有官長，沒有君王，
尚且在夏天預備食物，在收割時聚斂糧食。
懶惰人哪，你要睡到幾時呢。你何時睡醒呢。
再睡片時，打盹片時，抱著手躺臥時，
你的貧窮就必如強盜速來，你的缺乏彷彿拿兵器的人來到。
---Bible Proverbs
Life is but a span, I joined in my company for five years and intricate feelings were full of my heart in these years. I give a presentation of leaving that it is a little summarization for me.
人生苦短，來公司已有五年。其間充滿酸甜苦辣，也經歷了風風雨雨。在離別之際述說，也算是對自己一個小小的總結。
It was divided my work into three stages.
我在公司的經歷可分為三個階段。
I was invited applications for a job as an internationa trade seller and then Mr Chen left company to study in Harvard University. Full of confidence and zealousness, I want to do some foreign trade. I started to transtlate products into English, to find client on internet, to negotiate with the special import and export company mangers. And also attend to Guangzhou Fair. However I found reality was much cruel than ideality. Besides if the products will be marketable abroad, I have no any actual experience that I left university just now. I only fumbled to look for customer based clinging hope and book-phrase. For one year I had no any client. I was shocked, and humbled to tears.
五年前，以外貿人員的名義被招聘至公司，當時陳老師離開公司去美國哈佛大學進修。我信心百倍，滿腔熱忱要把外貿做出來。我開始將公司的產品譯成英文，在網上尋找客戶，去專業外貿公司洽談業務，甚至還參加了廣交會。一番下來，我發現事實遠比理想殘酷，姑且不提產品是否適銷對路，自己初出校門，沒有任何實際經驗，僅憑執著和書本上的隻言片語摸索著尋求客戶。一年來，沒有找到一個客戶，這對自己是個不小的打擊，曾流下自卑淚水。
Leader also understood it is hard to open the abroad market and let me do inside
job. I did up and doing among the departments and did what they enjoined. Certainly there was something increased my experience. For example, assistant to the general manager established the filiales. I had participated in registration and move of Jiaxing E-sigma and so on. Then I took part in the instauration of Huangshan E-sigma.
公司也看出外貿業務的確難開展，便讓我做內勤工作。我忙碌於各部門之間，做他們吩咐的事情。當然也有讓自己長見識的事情，即協助公司成立分公司。我曾參與了嘉興匯能的註冊、遷址及各項事宜。後來也參與了黃山匯能的成立。
Whereas I didn’t like this ambulatiory work and I decided to work as a domestic seller. Undergoing strict examination and exeercitation, I started to do business in Henan Province eventually. Full of great ambition I resolved on being a new man over again. In the beginning I studied specialty hardly and to comprehend market steadfastly and to look for client actively. I inspirited myself constantly don’t give up and I believed everything would turn well when the work grew slowly. But the result was worse. The leader was not satisfied deeply with my work result and I also dared not to face it. I lost the interest to carve out the Henan market. Everyone knows that it is much capability in feed additive in Henan, It was my breach of duty not to open the market. Adversity makes a man wise,not rich. But it is not me.
但是我不甘心沒有自己固定的崗位，經過一番思考，我決心做內銷。經歷過公司的嚴格考核以及崗前培訓，我終於可以踏入市場了。我雄心勃勃，認為自己可以洗心革面，重新做人。起初，我認真的學習專業知識，踏實的瞭解市場，積極的尋找客戶。工作進展的很緩慢，我不斷的激勵自己，一切會好起來的。但結果仍是大不盡人意。對於自己的業績，公司人不滿意，連自己也無顏面對，已逐漸推動了開拓市場的興趣。眾所周知，河南市場容量很大，但自己卻未能挖掘出來，是自己的失職。雖說逆境出人才，但不是自己。
Five years, company had gotten through the hardship date as well as me.I set up profound friendship with the company. Five years of job experience in different positions have offered me opportunities to understand different job aspects. It is know that Huineng is one quit potential comapany and it is the leader in feed additive field. Now facing to resignation. I have no idea whereas it is not my thought. For the company, it might not be the time to establish foreign trade department and I think the company need a seasoned person in foreign trade.
五年了，陪伴公司度過了最艱難的時期，與公司建立了深厚的感情，在不同的'崗位上自己也獲得了很多。眾所周知，匯能是家很有潛力的公司，是飼料新增劑行業的引航者，前景非常看好。然而，現在卻面臨著離開，心存不忍，但也無可奈何。我想重做外貿，但時隔五年，外貿已陌生，唯有英語沒敢過度荒廢。而對公司而言，現在成立外貿部時機尚未成熟，況且公司也想招個一來就上手的人才。
I feel bit by bit that I am not competent for my work and I can’t come into the part and work with all my heart. Marriage and procreation increased my household responsibility. It is difficult to take care my family because of 20-day business outside. You can’t have your cake and eat it too. I also often adjusted myself. But I got twice the result with half the effort and I always run into inhibition.
我逐漸感覺到自己不能勝任本職工作了，自己總是進入不了角色，不能全心全意的投入進去。結婚生子，家庭責任感增加，自己每月20天的出差時間，很難照顧家庭。當然魚和熊掌不能兼得。雖然不斷的調整自己，但事倍功半，心情總是處於壓抑之中。
I fell tired deeply now. Diseases of the soul are more dangerous than those of the body. A change of work is as good as a rest. Yesterday is dead, forget it; tomorrow does not exist, don’t worry; today is here, use it. I don’t kill time any more. What is there sadder under the sun than a day that is gone and nothing done.
我現在已經心力交瘁，心靈上的痛苦比肉體上的痛苦更危險。調換一下工作是很好的休息。昨天已經消逝，把它忘掉；明天還未來到，不必煩惱；今天就在眼前，把它用好。我不能再浪費時間，世界上沒有什麼事情，較之虛度年華，一事無成，更使人痛心。
Idle boast the strong pass is a wall of iron, I hope that I will engage in foreign trade again though it might spend me lots of cost. With firm strides we are the thickest profit is action immediately. It is unfixed for the company and me to choose leave. Friends must part. It is a wise choice leaving before being fired.
雄關漫道真如鐵，而今邁步從頭越。我想再回首從事自己的外貿工作，雖然成本有點高。對於個人，最昂貴的成本是猶豫不決，最豐厚的利潤是馬上行動。故選擇離開，對公司對個都是一種解脫，天下無不散之筵席。與其被公司炒魷魚，不如提前辭職。
Very quietly I take my leave
As quietly as I came here;
Gently I flick my sleeves
Not even a wisp of cloud will I bring away
Saying Good-bye to Cambridge Again
By Xu Zhimo
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